Friday, September 30, 2005

The Shame List

Now this is fun. My dear friend Aylin did this in his blog (after having been tagged) and he tagged me... its was not very hard to come up with this list.

I had my first 3 picked immediately, and the other 2, were easy i even have more... just in case.

So the Shame File is the list of 5 celebrities/people in the public eye you'd shag; this list your closest friends might even have no idea... because you might be ashamed of wanting to shagg these people because whatever reason (unattractive etc.)

My list is the following (from most to least shaggable) :

1. Adrien Brody: i liked him even before he was famous...

2. Johnny Knoxville... its all about attitude. i dont like what he does in jackass but i think hes a lot of fun...

3. Bob Geldoff... i think hes sexy, i even posted about him before..

4. Ronaldo. I am waaay into leggs... great leggs

5. Ronaldinho. another soccer player, and brazilian... leggs once again and a special charm.. i do like him. love his hair..

So im not tagging anyone in particular. But if you find this fun to do, do it and please let me know so i can go and see your shame list. and laugh for a while...

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Who wants to live forever?

i was driving to my office and this Queen's song was on (Sarahs Brightman's version)... and .. well i know i dont want to live forever... my life is great and i have a lot of fun but i want it to eventually end.. when it needs to end.

I think life is like a race that starts, and reaches a peak and then starts slowing down again, cause it has too, cause you cant be running full speed all of the time...

i dont want to, sounds not much fun at a certain moment. even if i could keep close the people i love it would lose its charm in a given time...

i could never be highlander the immortal... because i dont want to live forever and because im prettier

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Look what i found!!!

This is actually kind of neat, isnt it? well... so now i feel like a celebrity with her own perfume.

I have smelled it... actually i dont like it. i dont like it on me, i had to go wash my hands. .... oh well.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Cry like this

There's this Shakira video that gives me goose bumps... have you ever cried like this? i have, it sucks... and this song is like a big hit now so i see it every time i turn the tv on... and i see her and ... go check it:

the song is : NO


Monday, September 19, 2005

Independence Weekend

I love long weekends. I think this year this will be the only long weekend we are having in Mexico. Now its over, and all i have left are a bunch of mosquito bites, a nice tan (the right ammount of sun), and a sense of satisfaction and happiness...

Some of the highlights of the independence weekend:

i got to work nothing on thursday. i came to work but couldnt get a thing done....
i went to mexico city, which is lovely to visit but i know i wouldnt live there... its gorgeous but its chaos
i learned something about traffic in mexico city: when you start congratulating yourself that you are driving in low traffic ... suddenly a bunch of cars appear and traffic stops.
i didnt spend "el grito" at el Zocalo. i went to a lounge bar instead.
i re-inforced the idea that a pretty/handsome face is easily replaced with attitude... the right attitude and an awesome sense of humour and creativity.
i can still party for hours... but my body reacts misserably. its numb the entire next day
medicine: good tacos and a drink
im dumb... i cant learn that grass+ evening+pool = mosquitoes
i was asked for my i.d. three times the same night in order to get into the discotheque... first time it was funny (i was happy, actually). second time it was "?", third time it was annoying....
i met french-brasilian male strippers... haha i even got a free dance... (they were incoginito dancing in the lounge)
someone asked if i was colombian... again...
kids like me
i love to get back home and read emails, and happier to see that i was missed
i got an email red rose

some of it... but heres a pic, so you can see i was happy... most of the time

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Just because...

i decided to be a copy-cat today.

So im posting a t-shirt AND a monkey...

there, i got two in a single image.

And some butt, because i prefer butts over boobs....

and because it is cute... and sweet...


Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Business Oportunity

Maybe i have to try my luck somewhere else... somewhere i can be my own boss.. I want to be an entrepreneur and succeed this time...

I got the best idea ever... i know this will definitely work out. Remember my slaves? (i cant remember when i posted their picture, but there is a post (or a couple of them about my slaves)... AVA posted about them too.

Well, i have discussed this business thing with them before. But slave number two reminded me today. Heres an extract of our conversation:

Slave 2: hello gorgeous woman
(i had to share this with you... just had to, love reading it myself)

Wicked: hello beautiful man. if you were a girl you would look like brittney spears in her good days.
(i have to return the favor)

Slave 2: ha ha!! i want a new job... i want to be rich

Wicked: me too. i can be your pimp. you can be my hoe... you know that.
we will become rich and famous fast. you just have to say yes. i promise i will only let cute guys have you. and of course only if they can afford you.
(remember hes a bit gay, as in he IS gay.)

Slave 2: haha that sounds awesome

Wicked: i will pay you fine. And i want to be called "Madame Wicked" (in a french accent)

Slave 2: that would be awesome... i might even give some for free...

Wicked: mmm... i dont know about that honey... if you do a hell of a job i can motivate you and even bring guys like Brad Pitt to you... as a gift.. my treat. He has to tip you though.. or he will miss future invitations...

Slave 2: would you really?..

so...this might be my opportunity... and im such a great PR.... we would be a success...

Slave one, if you are reading this... he would only do this for you... to buy you thingies and have you all spoiled rotten...
and about my intentions: for you guys to appear on tv and be like the Hiltons...

now i cant stop thinking about this idea...

Monday, September 05, 2005

Good Luck

I have to be positve. Right now i am like the little grey girl in a story (i cant remember her name or the name of the story, im pretty sure it was like a cartoon... but maybe im inventing that too.)

I have the flu. Someone told me once that the flu is the body's reaction, to the confusion of the mind and to grieving (represed tears)... maybe it is. but since ive been crying so much i think i will get better soon... i should not come to work.. i have a good excuse.

I found a bunny. I was working on my computer and i turned to the garden and i saw this little thing moving... at first i thought it was a rat and kinda said "yiak" but then i realized it was a bunny and he was lost so i went out for him and found him a decent home, since i couldnt take it to mine because my cat would slaughter it.

So i got him an adoptive mom and i hope he makes it. He was a hit here in the office.

I think this is a sign for the good things to come. i want to be fun and positive again. i want to stop crying already... but time is running already and it cant go faster, so i know that time will come eventually... i just have to be patient, and i have always been... so no biggie i guess.

Thursday, September 01, 2005


My heart is broken. I have a bit of trouble breathing. Im ok though and i know i will be fine.
It sucks to end a relationship, specially if you still love him. Sucks.

He did make me very happy. But theres stuff i wont be having if i just settle and stick to him. I NEED stability and security. And im not settling. I want the whole thing, or at least try to have it. And not just starting with the handicap.

It took me a while to make up my mind and think with my brain. Im intelligent but sometimes i dont see what is evident. And that is a trick my mind plays quite often.

I got there because i saw an opportunnity and i like gambling and i decided to bet my time and my love and everything to the odds. And hey, it could have been awesome, but it wasnt gonna... so i had to back off... before i went nuts.

I think things over and over again. And this time was no exception. I gave the whole situation infinite twists and turns... but the anxiety was there all of the time.

I cant look at myself in the mirror because i look so sad it makes me want to cry...

I am planning to say that i have the worst flu ever, here at the office. so i dont have to get into explaining stuff..

Ive been here before... i knew seconds before it was the beginning of the end... and then i had to breathe in, remember that im a queen and do what i needed to do.

Im not ok, but im gonna be alright. i know that. i just want the hurting to go and the crying to stop and the love to fade...

I want to be able to sleep and to stop all my thoughts for a while.

Im mourning.. but it cant last forever. it just hurts so bad. The good part is that when im ready to get myself toghether and stand up and am able to look around i know the perspective of me of myself and of my life will be better, and i will try my best to do my best once again. and if i screw up i cant screw up that bad, becasuse i have never been that dumb. and screwing up is fine... its fun, it hurts but then again theres recovery.

that stupid cold play song...

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

makes me cry even when im not listening to it...

i want to breathe deep and feel and looke like i know i really do, with peace of mind... and quite sure i did the right thing... maybe a bit too late, but hopefully sooner than could have been....

and i want stupid blog spammers to stop f***ing with my posts!